It Ends Tonight

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Tonight was the last night of Cosmics Coffee as I have always known it. Freddy certainly did deliver when he said that he would go out with a bang; I would estimate probably 200 people over the course of sox hours (which I feel is more than we usually get in a month). So much food, too many espresso shots, I felt as if I was drunk. Made a fool of myself as if I WERE drunk. Kissed so many people, danced on the bar, and smoked a cigarette inside after the clock struck one and it was officially over.
I really have no idea where I would be without that shop. Probably not in school or sober.
I talked to my personal psychic ( ;] ) tonight. With all these random psuedo-relationships/random hook ups it would seem I am trying to find validation or definition as to who I am or who I want to be. I need to focus on me, and not what other people can bring to my life to make it worth wild. It is good to know I am on re right track, and that grandp Max is alright, happy, and always with me.
My life us better than I ever could have imagined. So I have decided I am going to start living it and not spend so much time trying to CREATE or will what I think I want.

Love you all, friendos.